The Big Sinful Apple

By Meghan Merlino

I 

Before Dawn 

Time has no spectacle more stern and strange; 

Life has no sleep so dense as that which lies 

On walls and windows, blank as sightless eyes, 

On court and prison, warehouse and exchange. 

Earth has no silence such as fills the range 

Of streets left bare beneath the haughty skies: — 

Of unremembered human miseries 

Churned without purpose in the trough of change. 

For here where day by day the tide-race rolls 

Of sordid greed and passions mean and blind, 

Here is a vast necropolis of souls! 

And life, that waits as with suspended breath, 

Weary and still, here seems more dead than death, 

Aimless and empty as an idiot’s mind. 

II 

At Dawn 

Here is the dawn a hopeless thing to see: 

Sordid and pale as is the face of one 

Who sinks exhausted in oblivion 

After a night of deep debauchery. 

Here, as the light reveals relentlessly 

All that the soul has lost and greed has won, 

Scarce we believe that somewhere now the sun 

Dawns overseas in stainless majesty. 

Yet the day comes! — ghastly and harsh and thin 

Down the cold street; and now, from far away, 

We hear a vast and sullen rumor run, 

As of the tides of ocean turning in . . . 

And know, for yet another human day, 

The world’s dull, dreadful labor is begun!

George Cabot Lodge was a widely prominent figure in the 19th and 20th centuries. He came from a long line of U.S. senators, including his father, who he worked for as a secretary for quite some time. This social status led him to befriend other politicians, most importantly Theodore Roosevelt. Interestingly, they became close friends over time and T.R. wrote an introduction in the 1911 collection Poems and Dramas of George Cabot Lodge. 

The political environment involved a lot travel for Lodge and although he was raised in Massachusetts, him and his family frequented New York often. This probably influenced Lodge to write the poem “Lower New York”. The poem reveals how observant Lodge is, describing the  activity within the city. If you’ve ever been to New York City it is truly “the city that never sleeps”. I can attest to this. I grew up in New York, a city called Wappingers Falls which is a short 90 minutes from Manhattan- so I visited quite a bit. Part II of the poem supports this as it talks of the debauchery taken place well into the night, as well as work during the day. The poem makes me sad honestly. It feels grim as Lodge is talking about the rat race that is New York City. With a metropolis this big, so many individuals sell their souls to their jobs, and sometimes in careers such as stock broking and law, etc. you do dishonorable things to succeed at that job. People work and run themselves into the ground for money, which Lodge notes of when he mentions greed. But these lives a lot of the time end up being meaningless- to society and to the person. In order to be remembered in New York you have to work your butt off, and sometimes sacrifice love, family, and happiness. New York is one of the biggest culinary cities in the U.S. too, being one of the few cities that have Michelin restaurants, another industry that requires blood, sweat, and tears. 

February 20, 2016

“And life, that waits as with suspended breath, 

Weary and still, here seems more dead than death, 

Aimless and empty as an idiot’s mind.”

I think what Lodge is saying here is that these people forget what their real purpose in life is, drowning in long work days and big salaries, “the trough of change”. To make these days tolerable, they go out and party and do ungodly things, all to  make themselves more exhausted and do it all again. In part II, it would make sense that you don’t see the sun because the high-rises make it almost impossible but I think the sun here also represents happiness, which the city residents don’t have.  As someone who lived in New York for 24 years before moving to Charleston, I believe Lodge did a pretty phenomenal job at depicting Manhattan. Many people love it there, but as I said this poem makes me sad because it’s true- New York is a place for dreams to die more than it is for dreams to manifest in my opinion. It is way harder for events to transpire in one’s favor. With that said, I also have an appreciation for the souls that work their life away in order to pursue their dreams. It’s just a shame that it comes at such a large cost. 

Unfortunately, George Cabot Lodge died at the very young age of 35 due to heart failure. However, two out of three children continued on to be major politicians, and surround themselves with city life. 

Life Cycles

By Meghan Merlino

The Vampire by James Clerk Maxwell

I thoroughly enjoy this poem because it feels karmic to me. Initially, the knight introduced seems altruistic and genuine and it feels like a love story where the knight saves the woman and lives happily ever after with her. However, we learn that he did wrong by the vampire in the past or a past life and ironically, he doesn’t save her but instead she kills him. To me it seems though the knight is not so noble but rather egotistical and possibly broke her heart in the past and betrayed her somehow that caused her soul to die. So now he must face the same consequences she had to. 

In classic vampire fashion, she is portrayed as this beautiful woman “so bright and fair” with golden hair, which is what draws him to her possibly revealing his superficial nature. I believe there may also be a connection in the type of tree she is sitting under. He passes birch trees and others, however she is sitting under a willow tree. Willow trees symbolize hardship and loss, as well as rebirth which would be interesting if that was intentional because the vampire is “reborn” after her mortal life ended. As a mortal who went through this heartbreak, she lost a love and probably herself for a while thereafter. I recently went through a pretty tragic heartbreak myself about 2 months ago and I would undoubtedly describe it as the hardest loss of my life but it taught me self love, and I consider that a rebirth.

Vampires also relish in the misery of others which I thinkis quite literal here- I think as his former lover she wants to see him suffer. It is also inferred at the end when the waves are described as sea foam white with the boat “dancing” atop them that a storm has brewed, which is foreshadowing the demise that is about to happen to him. 

Since historically vampires represent things that detract from life it is possible it is inferring that vanity and betrayal both have this effect. I for one believe this statement to be true. It’s so easy to judge based off of superficiality but a lot of times it’s deceiving. Many do not show their true colors on the surface and it is easy to be deceived when you have an idealistic view of someone or that is the only side they show you. I also think betrayal is one of the worst actions to exist – it causes such deep hurt for the victim and shame / guilt for the perpetrator. 

I personally love that the knight has to suffer because of the wrong he has done, and it’s pertinent to real life. At 28, as someone who has been hurt quite a few times I do believe that when you cause detriment you will learn your own lesson the hard way, sometimes requiring you to be hurt in a similar way. Selfishly, I have definitely wanted for exes that have hurt me to feel remorse and anguish afterward. 

I read that Maxwell wrote this poem at 15 which most likely disproves the deep meaning behind love and suffering – at 15 I think it’s limited how much you can actually know about love. Meaning this could either be inspiration from a young love or because vampires had a large popularity at the time the poem was written. In any case, karmic cycles will complete themselves.